Day I don't even fucking know anymore(day 7)

I don't have any pictures to represent this other than this, it's what i looked at for about 45 minutes today while I thought about... Well Emily being gone has granted me with extreme lapses in concentration and gumption, today I spent the better part of my thinking time (the time when I wake up and am still tired enough to stay in bed) staring at a moving ceiling fan and thinking about just how much I miss her.